Helloooo,

This week is almost halfway through! I am a slacker with getting this post out. Since it is pretty late right now, I am going to make this short. Your girl has a yoga routine and melatonin that is starting to kick in soooo

Let's get going.

Every day this week has been a struggle to stay awake and keep up with a new schedule! It keeps me busy from early in the morning to a late finish with my schooling at night. Which is pretty normal for adults nowadays but I still feel like I have the right to be tired and openly talk about it.

Anyways,

I have come to realize that there comes a time for all of us where we come to an "in between" point, a place that is not quite where we are trying to go but not falling backwards either. Plans can change in an instant and every now and again I find myself running into a weird type of depression. The kind that makes me still upset for how past events transpired and I become ashamed that I can't just go back and fix it, or stop the talking thoughts that say "they are thinking this" "they are talking about you and saying this" "I bet this person is spreading this"...very psycho sounding. I cannot stress enough that dwelling on the past will NEVER change it, and in my opinion, things happen exactly as they will/should. My thoughts are in the moment where I can know that the moves forward will continue. My in between get and go will help me take a breather and do my thing the best way I know how, making those money moves and embracing the little pretty blessings.

It is so funny that my posts are on opposite sides of the spectrum, either super short or super long, which follows my personality style pretty accurately. Not to mention that I spend at least 20 minutes in the store after trying on clothes just looking between each piece, debating on where to spend my money, and feeling so distraught that my responsible side has taken such a hold that I no longer impulse buy everything I see. That little fact has nothing to do with my topic for today, but I wanted to relate to all those reformed shopohalics out there. Bless me with your strength and resilience. I really want a passport, I'm getting sick of bringing several forms of ID for things...more importantly I want to travel.

HAVE AN AMAZING WEEK MY FRIENDS!

Sincerely,

Jessi Hope

p.s. here is a cute pic from Ty's bday weekend

in Park City