And So I Begin Again

Hello my readers,

How goes the universe, time, and space in your part of the world??

I feel like I have waited a long time to feel one way or the other about this blog. You cannot imagine the guilt and self-doubt that arose over the past months as I kept distancing myself farther and farther away. I honestly don't know why but god it was agonizing fighting myself! I was caught between the years I spent building my site and creating these posts, literally documenting my life, versus a lack of motivation and belief that what I was saying even made an impact. However, I finally found my way back here. My old little Macbook fired up to meet my mind.

So as a more major development, I decided to stay in Utah for a while. It wasn't really the decision I wanted, but it was the decision that I needed to make, in order to create a new plan that would be best for me and my puppers. Mm, I have been back a few times already though and the Pacific Northwest does not cease to amaze me and bring comfort, I still plan on living out there at some point! But a redirection was necessary.Yah know, I thought I had already learned so much about relationships and having healthy boundaries, knowing what I want, making sure I get what I deserve...and I STILL have faced so many situations that called who I was in to question. It took some major self-discovery and control to stay to my true north for what I really wanted for my life. Are any of my other fellow overthinkers in the crowd again? Well welcome, and PHEW, constantly going back and forth with decisions is so exhausting. We should really do better for ourselves and stop the agonizing. Close opinion loops from others. The validation is found WITHIN US friends. Anyways, had to throw in that little side path.

Back to the point.

If ever there was a time to feel confident and sure in my energy without letting what surrounds to cause confusion, it is now. Definitely one of my least favorite lessons I tend to revisit, I would say, ha. Oh how I wish I could always feel confident alone, when I feel scared, or just big sad. But it is a crucial objective I hope you all can take the time to discover. In those moments of emotional vulnerability, you can rise up stronger than you ever thought possible when you feel, reflect, and grow from the experiences that cause pain. Every facet of your personality is fire energy waiting to be used! Whether you see things in ways of "pros and cons", it all comes together in a unique master tool that is best wielded by you. Granted others can try to replicate or manipulate your energy, but setting up boundaries and trusting in your own intuition and self-worth will send you on a path full of so much more strength and success than when you hide what you can do.

So here I go again, a brand new journey that is unfolding day by day! I'm very excited to keep going and see what wonders mama earth has to show this Star child. If this controlled chaos is still something you'd like to hear about, you're more than welcome to come along:) I promise to provide more updates, but I didn't want this first post back to be a million years long sooo let's practice our patience readers!

I hope you all have a fantastic week, and see what happens when you unleash your fire.

Love from the moon,

Star